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FauLt (My Love Poem); BackSound: California King Bed – Rihanna. Listen It!!! :)

Posted on January 31, 2013 by admining

Yah. I get inspiration to record my voice by reading my poem FAULT and using backsound (instrumental) from California King Bed – Rihanna because I’m joining GiveAway from Kak Achmad Fauzan in deidesuriya.blogspot.com. Hehehe. Besides that, Because of my friends (Iin, Hakim and EYink). They introduced that song to me. 😀

Eventhough my voice isn’t too good, but I can read the poem at least. 😀 Don’t listen it if you’re bored with my voice. 😀

Actually, this desire has been long time on my mind but the chance is always not on me. So, this project just as an empty dream. Maybe, before you listen my bad voice, you SHOULD know how I recorded my voice. 😀

Yup. This afternoon, I purposely went to Keraton Fortress to find a peace place, besides my house. A place where I can express my self with the poem. In fact, I felt it’s difficult to get a quiet place. There were many vehicles on the side of the road, they passed by and I’m sure you know the sound of vehicle is annoying when we want to find the best place for the peace. 😀

After trying to express the poem with my style – how I read, how I said – with the condition was noisy, I’s sincere and I felt satisfied enough. It’s enough. Then, I went home, I edited the recording of my voice and the instrumental of CKB from Rihanna. Edited, edited, edited, then DONE…!!!

I hope you can enjoy with the standard quality of my voice… 🙂

Please download here:

http://www.4shared.com/mp3/-t5WWJOk/Ning_Little_Syafitri_in_FAULT.html

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FauLt (My Love Poem); BackSound: California King Bed – Rihanna. Listen It!!! :)

Posted on January 31, 2013 by admining

Eventhough my voice isn’t too good, but I can read the poem at least. 😀 Don’t listen it if you’re bored with my voice. 😀

I hope you can enjoy with the standard quality of my voice… 🙂

Please download here:

http://www.4shared.com/mp3/-t5WWJOk/Ning_Little_Syafitri_in_FAULT.html

Life, Love

Ini Tentang Hatiku

Posted on January 20, 2013 by admining

Sepak terjang dalam dunia percintaan ini terkadang bisa membawa kita ke langit yang tinggi. Hingga semua terlihat sebagai pencitraan yang mempesona. Setiap sudut dipenuhi senyuman yang mematikan logika. Sampai lupa pada perasaan bahwa hal ini tidak selamanya akan selalu seperti ini.

Kita bisa saja tiba-tiba terjatuh karena cinta. Dan dunia menjadi terasa gelap.
Jatuh terpuruk dalam nelangsa jiwa yang meredupkan hati yang dulu tersenyum.

Sebenarnya ketika kita tidak terlalu idealis pada asa yang sangat indah terhadap bersatunya dua hati yang berbeda itu, tidak terlalu sulit untuk beradaptasi pada tempat yang berbeda dan suasana yang berbeda pula. Yah. Karena ini hidup. Seperti lingkaran dan akan selalu berputar.

Ternyata asa tidak menjadi idealis yang berwujud realistis. Dan pikiran ini memaksa untuk bertindak menjadi dewasa dalam menyikapi segala komplikasi yang terjadi dalam hidup. Walaupun sebenarnya saya belum sepenuhnya dewasa. Yah, belum dewasa.

Terima kasih kepada seseorang yang telah mampu membimbing saya menjadi yang seharusnya. Lebih tepatnya sedikit lebih baik. Karena rupanya saya masih belum bisa mengubah sikap yang harusnya saya tidak lakukan lagi. Mungkin dia capek menghadapi saya hingga diam seribu bahasa untuk menegur saya. Mungkin dengan diamnya, dia menginginkan kesadaran muncul tentang suatu hal yang salah dari dalam diri saya. Tapi, sepertinya diammnya malah menjadikan saya tidak tahu harus berbuat apa. Saya harusnya berpikir. Ya, saya lagi-lagi salah.
Daripada harus terus-menerus seperti ini, saya pilih untuk menjauh agar tidak menjadi sebuah beban untuk kamu yang menginginkan kesadaran dari saya. Yang pada akhirnya tidak seperti apa yang kamu harapkan. Lihat, betapa tidak dewasanya saya. Ya kan?

Berapa kali kami mencoba bertahan, berapa kali saya mencoba lebih baik. Namun, lagi dan lagi. Tidak dapat diatasi. Tak apalah, walaupun kami tak bisa menyatukan hati pada akhirnya, yang terpenting kami dipisahkan dengan tidak tersakiti satu sama lain. Saya baik-baik saja. Kamu juga. 🙂

English, Friend, Love

Jepret-Jepret In the Wedding

Posted on January 19, 2013 by admining

My friends and I were invited by my friend, Aan, to come in her old sister’s wedding. Actually, I would come with my group, Awainulu (KKN-P). But, they didn’t have any chance to go in this wedding party, so I went there with my friend, Mey. 🙂

The wedding was held in Gedung Kemitraan Polres Baubau at noon (19 Jan.’13). By this chance, I knew the broom, but he doesn’t know me. 😀 He is Mr. Andy. As I know, he is the reporter. I know him because my sister, Arini, introduced him to me by photos when she followed one of events that involved some reporters in Baubau at 2010 (Rumah Bamboo). *If I amn’t wrong. 🙂 So, in this chance I said, “Congratulation for both of you. Happy Wedding. Langgeng slalu ya, Kakak. 🙂 Aamiin.“

We went there when almost people have came back. We had hesitated to go there. Maybe there were no people we knew and we could do nothing. 😀 But, it’s fault. Then, we walked together along the aisle to the bridal couple sits and shook the hands to them. While my eyes was looking for Aan. “Where is Aan?.” But, I didn’t see her.

As usual, after it we had a lunch and started to find where we must sit. We got at the back. With Yus. We got a friend finally! Yeah. 😀 We kept eating and talking until our friends came. They were Pia, Valen, Atni, and Ditha. Not a long time, Aan came to us. The situation became more exciting. And we took pictures together. 😀

After that, we went home, but not for Mey and me, we went to canteen in campus (so far from the wedding place). 😀 Whereas my mother has asked me to go home as soon as possible because it would be rain and the fact, NOT. Alhamdulillah. 🙂 Then, we went home. It didn’t need a long time. Be calm, Mom! 🙂

The Wedding is ceremony in which two people are united in marriage or a similar institution (Wikipedia). Emm… Anything else to write? I think, I’m blank tonight. Talking about COUPLE. Maybe because I still feel bad with that matter. I duno. Sorry for the readers.

Yup, this life is still long. So, we must struggle to get what we dream.
Mangatse always…!!!

English, Friend, Love

Jepret-Jepret In the Wedding

Posted on January 19, 2013 by admining

Yup, this life is still long. So, we must struggle to get what we dream.
Mangatse always…!!!

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A Junk Writing (Dream and Achieve It)

Posted on January 17, 2013 by admining

Alone in an internet cafe. No friend. Killing the time to wait something that be being downloaded. Yups. It’s hot. No AC, just a fan. But, it’s OK.

I think this is just the junk writing. Maybe from now I must write in English. That’s a suggestion from my lecturer, Miss. Nani Cahyani. She said that this activity (writing on blog by using English) can help you when you continue your study later and can expand your network (everybody can read the writing, not only Indonesian, but also Western people). That’s true. And I think, I can do. I believe with my dreams. I can achieve. Yup. Allah, bless me please. Aamiin.

Talking more about past, present and future with her, I feel that NOTHING is IMPOSSIBLE. We can reach what we want. Of course, we must work harder, never give up, keep learning. Hmmm… Saying is easy, and doing is hard. 😀 But, I believe, I CAN!!! Mangatseeee!!!

Love

FAULT

Posted on January 8, 2013 by admining

There is something wrong between us.
I am aware that I have been fault. FAULT, FAULT and FAULT.
WE ARE FAULT.
And you know? I want to leave you. LEAVE YOU.

Never ask me to keep besides you. B’cos I wanna try to go alone. Not with you.
Can you feel that you nearly make my heart hurts?
I can’t be better if we must be together. Do you feel that?

I have tried to find the way how to be better for us.
I have done everything that make us fine. But, I think now it’s hopeless.
Can I escape?
Yah, from you…
But, I always can’t go… WHY?
Let me go. I’m sincere everything we have created be a memory. Now.

I WANT TO GO. LEAVE. And then, DISAPPEAR…
FROM YOU.

Because I want to be ALONE in lonely place.

Love

FAULT

Posted on January 8, 2013 by admining

There is something wrong between us.
I am aware that I have been fault. FAULT, FAULT and FAULT.
WE ARE FAULT.
And you know? I want to leave you. LEAVE YOU.

Never ask me to keep besides you. B’cos I wanna try to go alone. Not with you.
Can you feel that you nearly make my heart hurts?
I can’t be better if we must be together. Do you feel that?

I WANT TO GO. LEAVE. And then, DISAPPEAR…
FROM YOU.

Because I want to be ALONE in lonely place.

Life, Love

This is About You and Me, Tonight

Posted on December 8, 2012 by admining

Satnite always comes to become a beautiful night for the couple. The day to take a rest and enjoy with the beloved one. When everyday we face the business in our place we work. The moment like satnite always be waited by some people who want to relax. And this thing is one of my mistakes because I couldn’t divide yet the time between working and enjoying the night with you.

You need me, but I sometimes ignore to be with you because of BUSINESS. There is still the important thing that I must do.Yup, because this is time to do my business, not besides you. I have tried to give my time for working and be with you but I may be still an egoist person. Still hold my principle that I must do this, my business. Yup. In this case, I’m fault. When I have to make first my business, not you. You will be angry to me and say to me that ‘Nothing happens. Then, we are silent, and just looking around us, no voice.’

Sometimes, I feel that I have to leave you because I’ll hurt you with my characteristics but you always hold me. And never let me go. Will we be like this forever if our heart hurt each other?

Tonight, when I met you, I didn’t see the smile in you. Just a flat expression when you waited me in roadside. And I’re still with my friends across. You sent me message to wait me in your place because I’re long time to go with you. Then, I went to you, the happiness I hope, NOTHING. I only could ask why you looked bored. There is something wrong? And as usual, you said, ‘Nothing happen. Go with your friends. They wait you.’ I want to be mad, but I can’t. Because this is my fault. I think I’ve said that for this week, we shouldn’t meet each other because I’s still busy with my business and it could disturb you and me. And what I think HAPPENED.

I can’t be quiet for this problem. I have to write. I don’t know what I have to do for

your happiness. One thing that I ask you… I don’t like if you are angry to me, you’ll be a silent one with the flat expression. That’s your way? This makes my heart hurt. Do you know that? :'(

I wanna you and me are fine. That’s all.

Life, Love

The Day You and I Smiled and Laughed

Posted on December 3, 2012 by admining

The moment that I like is when you have to laugh and smile because of me. Because of my sayings, because of my expression, and because of my body gesture. Those all make me in peace. Looking at you in happiness like I’re in your soul. I’m fine when I have to look at you in every happiness that both of us create.

Source Picture: Google.

We were sitting down on the chairs. I were in front of you. I told my dream. And you were spontaneous to be happy. You gave me a big smile and I’s blushing. That’s nice, darl? Didn’t you know? I couldn’t describe my feeling at that moment. My thought was only you and me, as well as our happiness in the evening.

And tonight, although I can’t see you, I can be sure that you must smile and laugh. Yup. Because of me. A thousand romantic words I have sent to you and you tried to send me with the same thing. And we laugh each other in different place. My heart feels like that. I feel it’s funny, the stupid thing. It looks like silly but we enjoy what we do. Why not if that can create the happiness and laugh in us?

“Love must have. That’s why there are words MISS, LOYAL, JEALOUS, and BROKEN HEART. Let’s unity our hearts and ask the every soul of us are protected from hurt. We are made to be happy in a loving relationship and loyalty. We are made to be happy in a healthy life, long life, and good prosperity. Aamiin.” (Mario Teguh)

I feel there is a big hope in us, but we must remember again, we don’t know how is the ending of our story later. I hope there will be no hurt.

@Satnite and Sunday Night in early December with happiness among you, me, and them. 🙂