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If You’re Not the One

Posted on September 10, 2013 by admining

Lagi suka dengar lagunya Daniel Beddingfield yang berjudul If You’re Not the One. Biasa, lagunya melow. 🙂 Dan sepertinya sama halnya dengan suasana hati yang sekarang. *Syalalala*… Sayangnya, yang nyanyi adalah seorang pria, bukan wanita. Jadinya di liriknya ada kata ‘WIFE’, not ‘HUSBAND’. 😀

If your not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If your not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings, but I know your here with me now.
We’ll make it through and I hope you are the one I share my life with.

I don’t wanna run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand.
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?

If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If your not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If your not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don’t know why you’re so far away but I know that this much is true.
We’ll make it through and I hope you are the one I share my life with.
And I wish that you could be the one I die with.
And I pray that you’re the one I build my home with.
I hope I love you all my life.

I don’t wanna run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand.
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?

‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away.
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today.
‘Cause I love you, whether its wrong or right and though I can’t be with you tonight, you know my heart is by your side.

I don’t wanna run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand.
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?

Sebetulnya ini adalah hal yang biasa saja, tapi hati ini terlalu mengistimewakan rasa yang abstrak dan akhirnya seperti ini. I’m totally WRONG in this case. Di antara skripsi dan rasa, pikiran ini terbagi dua. Sama-sama sesaknya semenjak pertemuan itu dan bahasa tubuhmu yang terdefinisi olehku. Entah salah ataupun benar.

Ini bukan tentang kisah yang kemarin. Ini kisah yang baru. Yang arahnya masih terhalang oleh kabut-kabut ketidakjelasan. 🙂 Ini seperti mengulang kembali masa SMA. Dalam diam, saya bersembunyi bersama berseminya bunga di hati. Namun, tak lama. Kemudian gugur tertiup angin. Tidak membenci angin yang telah membuatnya jatuh. Seperti kata Tere Liye dalam Daun yang Jatuh Tak Pernah Membenci Angin.

Daun yang jatuh tak pernah membenci angin. Dia membiarkan dirinya jatuh begitu saja. Tak melawan. Mengikhlaskan semuanya.

Tak ada pemberontakan atas rasa yang menggumpal dalam hati. Tak ada pengharapan lebih atas rasa yang ada. Tak ada penyalahan diri atas pertemuan kemarin. Semua berjalan begitu saja. Saya dengan jalan saya sendiri dan kamu dengan jalanmu sendiri.

Semoga saja ini hanya adalah angin lewat. Tak perlu menjadi tornado yang harus memporak-porandakan perasaan yang masih membutuhkan ketenangan. Jangan memaksakan imajinasi melawan realita. Sesak.

Tuhan, entah apa lagi yang hamba harus bilang kepadaMu? Semua telah terjadi. Sekarang harus berusaha keras menyusun kepingan hati yang tersenyum, harus berani meyakinkan diri bahwa masa depan yang baik akan datang ketika kita percaya dan berusaha dengan sungguh-sungguh tentang apa yang dicita-citakan.

Semua akan ada waktunya.

Percayalah, Tuhan itu Maha Adil. 🙂

*Last:

From you that so far from here, thanks for the acceptance of our shaking hand.

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Arie Kriting in Act For Charity IKA SMADA 2005 Baubau

Posted on August 16, 2013 by admining

Pict. Source: https://www.facebook.com/asox.faizu

Firstly, I got the information of this event from FanPage of Arie Kriting.

WOW… That’s a good news for me. You know why? Because I wanna see directly how STAND UP COMEDY is. Since Stand Up Comedy Indonesia Season 3 (SUCI 3) held at KompasTV, I always wait the performance from Arie Kriting and Fico. Yup, because both of them are funny. Besides, Arie Kriting is one of the representations from East Indonesia (although he represents Surabaya) who joined at SUCI 3. I like his accent when he brings his comedy. It made me happier with Kaka Arie Kriting. 😀 You can read his biography completely on his personal blog here.

Okay. Next to the topic. Yeah, ACT FOR CHARITY by IKA SMADA 2005 for their friend who gets the brain cancer. I think that’s one of the noble activities that we must imitate. We are taught to care with other people who need our help. 🙂 Mangatse!!! We are here to help each other. More info you can contact @SMADA_Baubau05 to make donation.

Finally, I decided to buy a ticket, Rp. 50.000. For charity and meeting with Arie Kriting, my favorite comic. :p

Stand Up Comedy by Arie Kriting was held on August 12, 2013 at 7pm – 10pm in SKB Hall, Jl. Jambu Mete, in Kilo 1, near SMPN 1 Baubau. I went there with my friends, Tafry, and Hikma. Before we entered the room, we must register the ticket. That’s my first time to go into SKB Hall. Hehehe.

I like the decoration of stage, yaa it seemed like the young style, simple but modern. There was a blend of modern style with cultural pattern, there were some Buton sarongs that be hung on the wall and the ceiling. You can see the picture below.

Fortunately, my friends and I got a good position. We were in front seats. 😀 So we could see clearly people who performed on the stage.

The event was opened by the performance of Stop Dance Community, then Ex-SMADAKUSTIK, Left Behind Band, and Vizi Band. For the MC, there were my friends, Chindy and Ala. They’re skilful. Good job, guys. 🙂

After Vizi Band performed, it’s continued by STAND UP COMEDY. Yaiiii!!! Arie Kriting came and stood at the stage. I just smiled and said in my heart, ‘It’s real, guys! He is front of me.’ Hahaha. Alhamdulillah. Thanks, Allah. :*

Before he got stand up comedy by himself, he invited some his friends and audiences to play “COMEDY IMPROVE”. That’s amazing, it was successful to bring laughter in the room.

As we know, Arie Kriting always brings his comedy beautifully. Sometimes, some contents were about critical argument, like education equity between west Indonesia and east Indonesia. And do you know? Arie Kriting said that it was his first time to bring his Stand Up Comedy for one hour more for 350 audience. WOW!!!! GREAT!!! Mantap eee…!!! 😀

At the end of event, I didn’t forget to take picture together. Thanks to Hikma, Tafry, and Bahrin. For Pak Zuardin Arif who has helped me to sent the photo from Kaka Syafril Hanafi (Unank), who have taken my picture with Kaka Arie Kriting. 🙂 Because at the time, my friend’s camdig was lowbat, and nothing I hoped to take my picture, suddenly Kk Unank came and took our picture. Wuiihh, thanks a lot, Kakz. Thanks, Allah. :’) That’s nice moment. 🙂 😀

P.S. Thanks for dress, my WiNNy. :* My first time to wear it and meet with Kk Arie Kriting. He’s taller than me and I am always being Ning ‘Little’ Syafitri. 😀

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Arie Kriting in Act For Charity IKA SMADA 2005 Baubau

Posted on August 16, 2013 by admining

Firstly, I got the information of this event from FanPage of Arie Kriting.

Finally, I decided to buy a ticket, Rp. 50.000. For charity and meeting with Arie Kriting, my favorite comic. :p

Fortunately, my friends and I got a good position. We were in front seats. 😀 So we could see clearly people who performed on the stage.

Before he got stand up comedy by himself, he invited some his friends and audiences to play “COMEDY IMPROVE”. That’s amazing, it was successful to bring laughter in the room.

P.S. Thanks for dress, my WiNNy. :* My first time to wear it and meet with Kk Arie Kriting. He’s taller than me and I am always being Ning ‘Little’ Syafitri. 😀

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Waborobo – Warung Bakso Ojo Lali – Kamali Beach

Posted on August 6, 2013 by admining

Going to Waborobo for breaking the fasting with campus-mates on August 3rd, 2013. That’s at Vita Borob’s house. We gathered in Bunda Dila’s house at 5 pm. I have sent SMS for all friends in class B, but only some friends who could come. 😀 That’s OK. The important thing, we could go. 😀 Bunda Dila, Fandrio, Bambang, Nila, Febby, Mukhlis and one friend that I forgot his name. Sorry. 🙂

It didn’t take a long time to go there. It just spent 15 minutes from Pos 3 to Waborobo. Yaa, the distance is about 2 km. Fortunately, the street along Waborobo is bumpy. Maybe the local government must pay attention for this situation.

We were served Pisang Ijo (Green Banana), fried bananas, and hot tea by Vita Borob. Before we broke our fasting, we prayed together, leaded by Mukhlis. 😀 Thank you, Mukhlis. 😀 Thanks Vita and family…

Can you read the menu? Let's offer. :D — Can you read the menu? Let’s offer. 😀

From Vita’s house, Bambang, Bunda Dila, Fandrio and I went to Warung Bakso Ojo Lali (Baksonya Mas Pepeng). That sounded nice, because I were hungry. 😀 It’s located at Betoambari, in front of Lorong Taksi Lama. It’s near BRI unit. Its bakso was nice. Its meatball was soft, the gravy was delicious. One bowl of Bakso Biasa is Rp. 12.000. So, people who wants to go to eat Bakso, I recommend to go to this place. Hope you’ll like. Aamiin. 😀

Bakso Biasa at Warung Bakso Ojo Lali Solo (Baksonya Mas Pepeng)

Some minutes later, Ryo called Fandrio and he said he wanted to go in our place. Then, we continued to go to Kamali Beach. Yaa, just having fun and looked around situation. We served Capuccino and fried Banana in one of street vendors there.

Then, we went home. Took a rest.

Haaaa… Nice evening with campus-mates. I don’t know when we have to gather together like that. To gather with all campus-mates of Class B Angk. 2009.

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Happy Birthday, Eyink – 22

Posted on August 3, 2013 by admining

Happy Birthday for 22, Eyink! That’s 1st August 2013. 😀

Rian, Dewi, Vesty and I went to Eyink’s house last night, at 1st August 2013. We brought a blue tart cake. Actually, we did it for making the surprised gift to Eyink. But, in fact, Eyink has known what have happened with us when she was in her house. 😀 Yup, it was caused by our voice too loud outside. 😀 At least, we could make a little surprised moment for her. 😀 Then, Yoko came. We made some crazy things like these… 😀

Yaayy... We got a piece of cake!!! — Yaayy… We got a piece of cake!!!

Rian, Dewi, Yoko, and Ning in action. --" — Rian, Dewi, Vesty, Yoko, and Ning in action. –“

Hakim, her boyfriend, had contacted me and friends to invite Eyink go somewhere and we chose Wantiro Hill. There, he would make a surprised gift again, but the fact, that was FAIL. 😀 Hahaha… Eyink had known all his planning. She looked Iin, Lia and Hakim before the surprised gift given. 😀

A suprised moment in Wantiro. :D Cieeee... — A suprised moment in Wantiro. 😀 Cieeee…

In Wantiro, we served a bowl of noodles because we were hungry and wanted to eat something. 😀 Yup, we ate together on one table. That’s a very nice moment. Dewi said, ‘Kumpul-kumpul begini lupa sama pacar.’ 😀 That’s absolutely right. I think so. This togetherness is priceless. The friendship in Senior high school is always nice. 🙂 Thanks, Allah. :’) Hope, it will be everlasting. Again and again. :*

@Wantiro Hill Source: https://twitter.com/riandwihapsari — @Wantiro Hill
Source: https://twitter.com/riandwihapsari

At the end of night after this little party, Eyink sent us a SMS… 😀

Assalam. Teman-teman, makasii banyak nah buat kue ma surprise wlwpn ada yang gagal. Hehehe :p Love u all 🙂

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Happy Birthday, Eyink – 22

Posted on August 3, 2013 by admining

Happy Birthday for 22, Eyink! That’s 1st August 2013. 😀

At the end of night after this little party, Eyink sent us a SMS… 😀

Assalam. Teman-teman, makasii banyak nah buat kue ma surprise wlwpn ada yang gagal. Hehehe :p Love u all 🙂

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Accidentally (IPSA SMANSA 09)

Posted on August 1, 2013 by admining

At the end of July 2013, 31 July 2013. There were some things happened accidentally.

First, I had an intention to fast, but after I got sahur, I’ve got vomit. So, I couldn’t continue my fast and felt sick. Alhamdulillah, it didn’t need a long time to be with the illness. I’ve been bored being sick. –” Finally, I could pray Tarawih at Quba Mosque again with my sister and you know? I met my close friend, Mey. 😀 That’s amazing. She went there with my family. *ehemm… 😀 I was shocked. We met in Quba Mosque. 😀

And the second, after praying in Quba Mosque, my sister (Rini) and I went to Nganganaumala, my grandpa’s house. A few minutes later, there was a calling from Rian. And the conversation like this.

‘Di mana, Ning?’
‘Di Nganganaumala. Bagaimana?’
‘Kita di rumahmu ini.’
‘Siapa-siapa?’
‘Saya, Jane, Eldhy, Vesty, Apil, dll.’
‘Nackal e. Tunggu saya pale. Sa pulang ke rumahmi ini.’
‘Ok. Kita tunggu.’

*Wow. My friends in Senior High School. That’s one of my favorites moment when I have to meet them. Can’t wait to meet them. 😀 There will happen a craziness between us. 😀

2013-07-31 23.06.47 — Some fried bananas and fried breadfruits, tea, and cola. 😀

When I arrived at home, no body at my house. Seemingly, Rian cs. still bought some gorengan at Wantiro Hill. While waiting them, I made tea for them. You know, it’s night and had a cool air. Brrrr… Some minutes later, separately Yoko and Sam came first at my house and asked me, ‘Ada acara apa ini di rumahmu, Ning? Ko ulangtahun kah? Saya diSMS mereka datang ke rumahmu.’ And I said that there’s no party here, but maybe they just wanted to gather here. Then, I heard a calling for my name. Wow… The first person I looked at the door was Dewi Mahmuda Amiconi. She’s our MISS IPSA. 😀 Hahaha… Then, I looked again, Apil, Jane, Vesty, Rian, Eldy, and Fuad. I was happy, happy and happy. I could meet them again. I’m always happy if I must meet them again. 😀 Thanks, friends. Thanks, IPSA. 😀 So Wonderfull night… 😀

In my house, we chatted about our craziness when senior high school. When we started to know CHATTING and many things happened. That’s crazy, guys. 😀 We had guffaw. Then, Ulian came. Wuiiihh, it became more funny with her story a.k.a. the chronologist of coming her in my house, how she came. AJIB-AJIB. 😀 Who read this story and know what happened in my house, surely will laugh to remember Ulian and Fuad. Hehehe.

Special thanks to my sister, Rini Anggraini S who wanted to help us for taking our picture like this. 😀 Unfortunately, my eyes in some pictures like cat’s eyes. Hehehe.

More? You can look at this slide below. 😀 Thanks, Allah. :’)

Sadaaapp wa Jane, si dokter dari USU. Jauhnya ko tadampar ee…

Iya iya iya. TIGA diva… Ajib-ajib di samping kiri. 😀

We, IPSANERz, say ‘Happy Lebaran’s Day’ 😀 Hahaha

Actually, there are still many friends didn’t come here because they still had some business and some of them didn’t come back yet from their places to study. So sad. But, at least, part of us can gather together. Hope, our friendship will be everlasting. Aamiin. Thanks, Allah.

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Tarawih Bersama Sahabat di Mesjid Keraton dan Kuba

Posted on July 22, 2013 by admining

Alhamdulillah sekali saya bisa bertemu lagi di bulan Ramadhan tahun ini (2013). Banyak hal-hal ajaib yang saya temui di tahun ini. Di banding tahun-tahun sebelumnya, semua terasa berbeda. Entah, mungkin karena setelah ‘peristiwa perasaan’ itu, proses belajar dewasa pun semakin bermakna. Ini jalan terbaik yang diberikan Allah.

Ramadhan tahun ini, banyak aktivitas penenang perasaan yang saya jalani. 🙂 Semua itu berkat keluarga, sahabat dan teman-teman yang selalu bersedia mengisi hari-hari saya bersama mereka. Mulai dari sibuk mengurus skripsi, menghabiskan waktu di kampus, buka bersama keluarga sampai shalat tarawih bersama teman-teman di Mesjid Agung Keraton Buton dan Mesjid Kuba.

Dan di antara aktivitas yang paling saya senangi di bulan Ramadhan ini adalah ketika saya bersama teman-teman ke Mesjid Agung Keraton Buton dan Mesjid Kuba untuk menunaikan shalat Tarawih. Saya, Mey, Tafry dan Hikma.

Karena sekarang saya sudah pandai mengendarai motor *karena tahun lalu belum bisa :D*, jadi shalatnya main jauh-jauhan. Iya, karena letak kedua mesjid tersebut dari rumah saya jaraknya jauh. Entah berapa kilometer. Yang jelas, lumayan jauh. Saya senang sekali kalau shalat di kedua mesjid itu. Rasanya tenang. Saya bisa merasakan kedamaian batin ketika harus berada di dalam mesjid-mesjid itu. *cieee… 😀

Sekilas tentang:

1. Mesjid Agung Keraton Buton. Mesjid yang terletak di dalam Benteng Keraton Buton ini merupakan salah satu warisan budaya Kesultanan Buton yang dibangun pada abad ke-18 oleh Sultan Sakiyuddin Durul Alam (La Ngkariyriy), beliau merupakan Sultan Buton ke-19.

2. Mesjid Quba. Yang terletak di Kelurahan Baadia, tidak jauh dari Mesjid Agung Keraton Buton, namun telah berada di luar Benteng Keraton. Mesjid ini didirikan pada masa pemerintahan Sultan Muhammad Idrus. Di sekelilingnya terdapat makam para pembesar Kesultanan Buton yang berasal dari turunan Sultan Muhammad Idrus. Beliau sendiri dimakamkan pada sisi selatan mesjid, dengan mesjid tersebut merupakan nisan beliau.

source of picture: http://jejakjejak.blogspot.com

Tiap pulang Tarawih dari Keraton, kami selalu berkeliling Kota Baubau melewati Kotamara ataupun Pantai Kamali untuk melihat suasana kota di malam hari. Sekaligus merefreshkan pikiran setelah seharian beraktivitas. 😀 Semuanya saya rasakan Subhanallah. Terima kasih ya Allah. Terima kasih, teman-teman. 🙂 Saya rasa ini adalah salah satu keajaiban Ramadhan yang saya terima dari Allah.

Kasih sayang Allah sangat luar biasa. Mengingat kesalahan-kesalahan yang saya lakukan, dan kemudian Allah membalasnya dengan kebaikan yang saya tidak duga-duga. Karena, bisa jadi kan, Allah bisa saja membuat orang-orang di sekeliling saya menjadi menjauh, benci, dan tidak suka sama saya. Tapi, pada kenyataannya, malah sebaliknya. Saya merasa bersalah sekali sama Allah. Memang, saya bukanlah wanita sealim para ustadzah, saya juga tidak merasa bersih dari dosa, tidak merasa sudah baik, sudah sempurna. Tidak. Saya masih harus banyak belajar untuk menjadi pribadi yang lebih baik. Aamiin Ya Rabb 🙂

Tulisan ini diikutsertakan untuk GA dalam rangka Ramadhan Giveaway dipersembahkan oleh Zaira Al ameera, Thamrin City blok E7 No. 23 Jakarta Pusat

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The Change of My Blog Address

Posted on July 14, 2013 by admining

I already have a plan to change my blog address, from ningningocha.wordpress.com to niningsyafitri.wordpress.com. I admit that the old address name was one of the evidences that I have ever been a labile person. 😀 Yup. I gave my blog the name with ningningocha.wordpress.com when it was 2009, I was in senior high school.

I don’t regret to change this address to niningsyafitri.wordpress. Although I must start from 0 again. Yup, I must work hard again to promote my blog. It doesn’t matter, the important is I have the new blog address, it was according with my name, Nining Syafitri, not Ningningocha. Right?

I hope, by changing of this address, all my galau such a labile girl will not be often to be written here. 😀 Aamiin.

Mmm, I try to write in English not to prove that I’m smart or anything yaa. But, I just want to practice my self in English writing for certain purpose. If there are some mistakes in my writing, please correct it.

Last, I’m sorry for the reader about this address change. Hope you will not be bored to visit here. :’)

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Tuhan, Ini Tulisanku untuk Kau Baca

Posted on June 27, 2013 by admining

Setelah seharian beraktivitas, suasana malam hari menjadi salah satu waktu yang paling baik untuk mengistirahatkan raga dan menenangkan jiwa.

Menanti waktu yang akan membawa pagi untuk kemudian mengharuskan beraktivitas lagi demi sebuah kehidupan.

Seperti itu, berputar, berputar, dan terus berputar.

Proses hidup akan terus berlanjut hingga mencapai titik kedewasaan dalam memaknai hidup.

Apa yang kita cari dari hidup ini?

Apa yang harus dilakukan?

Sudah benarkah jalan hidup yang kita jalani sekarang?

Kita yang menentukan, Tuhan hanya menyediakan aturan-aturanNya agar umatNya berproses dengan baik.

Dan semoga kita semua bisa berupaya menjadi yang terbaik di mata Tuhan, sebagai yang menyembah kepadaNya, dan hanya untuk Dia sujud ini dilakukan.

“Tuhan, Kau pasti tahu apa yang kami inginkan dalam hidup ini. Saya tahu, Engkau Maha Tahu segalanya. Engkau Maha Adil. Engkau tidak pernah salah atas hal apapun yang terjadi pada umatMu. Iya, karena memang, umatMu lah yang kurang memahami aturanMu. Untuk apa Al-Qur’an diciptakan kalau harus menyalahkanMu atas ketidakpuasan yang dijalani dalam hidup ini?

Tuhan, … harus bagaimana saya menerjemahkan perasaan dan keinginan ini kepadaMu?”