What's on My Mind and Around Us
On May 20, 2015, you’re 24 years old now.
Grow to be a beautiful woman and one of our best friends who can make us laughed, annoyed, and sad.
This video is a special gift for you.
Kiky, Mega and I tried to make it priceless.
Thank you for Arini who has helped us to make this video.
Be happy for today, Mey.
My latest post is about my birthday. It’s my new age, my new life, and my new happiness. 🙂 Thanks Allah.
There have been many stories that I don’t write here, unfortunately :(. And this evening, I wanna tell something, not for you MUST READ, but it’s about my feeling tonight and I MUST write here. Maybe it is like the romantic words, but I am not a romantic person actually. #eeeaa. 😀 I just write what I think and feel. Because of someone who has stolen my attention. 😉 <3
And I miss you like crazy tonight.
How I can tell you that you’re priceless, while you always make me speechless. :’)
Thanks for all your love that you give to me.
Your care, your understanding, your kindness of heart, your smile, and your anger.
You choose me as one of important people for your life.
And you have been ready to accept all about my weakness.
Forgive me, I always make you angry.
I regard that I’m not a good woman for you yet. Sorry.
I’m always being silent and you’re always being chatty.
But, I always expect you can guide me well.
How I must to be, when I’m wrong because I will always keep doing the best for being what I should be, what I should do.
Your presence makes me speechless.
I only smile and give thank to Allah for what happened to us.
I feel it’s unpredictable situation because it’s really different before. Strongly differ.
I admit that you’re successful in giving the different nice situation to me and it’s better than yesterday. 🙂
Thanks, dear.
In this loneliness, I still remember you. How are you now?
I hope you’ll get better soon. :’) <3 ({})
Before April leaves me, I have a priceless story. 🙂 This is about a special moment in my birthday celebration, altough it is too late for telling it. Thanks for my best family and my friends. :* Hug you…
A day before April 14th, 2014, Tafry and Hikma brought me a cake of birthday without I knew. Wowww!!! Hey, both of youuuu…!!! Why didn’t you tell me? –” Hehehe. But, thanks for the cake, thanks for remembering me, and thanks for your love to me… That was more than enough for celebrating my day with you all. :’)
On April 14th, 2014, I thought that the day was a normal day. I didn’t think I would have a surprised moment because I saw the situation, people around me were busy for work. Also, I didn’t think about the birthday so much because I still focused on my work and my tests.
I just spent my day with having lunch alone in RM. Aroma Sedap, near the harbour, by ordering Hot Plate Mie and Hot Orange Juice. Hehehe… So delicious… Yummy. Alhamdulillah. It’s like celebrating my day by my self. So lonely. Hehe… But, that’s OK. 😉 I enjoyed it.
And do you know? These people were successful to get me wet and smell. -,-” They put a rotten egg and flush my body with smell water. Uuugghh, I vomited to smell the stench. But, I couldn’t be angry with you all. Was that called for beloved person you love? Oh my gosh!
When I turned toward, I looked there was one of you brought the tart. Hahahaha. Thank you, dear. 🙂 Made a wish than blew the candles. My wishes were bla bla bla. Hahaha. The important thing was the happiness for our life. 🙂 Semoga berkah. Aamiin.
When I wanted to clean my body, there was no water in tap outside. So, I came into bathroom and some of my friends went to go to futsal for an hour. *maybe* But they promised to come back again in my house to eat the tart together. 🙂
Wow wow wow… I didn’t think that it would be like this. I didn’t feel that they want to make a surprised moment to me. Hehehe. Thank you, my beloved friends. :’) I’s speechless for all plans you’ve made. :p 😀 *hug you one by one…
*For all friends and family who said ‘happy birthday’ to me via socmed and text message, I say, ‘thank a lot for that. 🙂 You still remember me. :’)’.
Entah dari mana asalnya
Ketidakacuhanku atas perasaanmu kemarin
Saya seolah-olah mengalami adiksi yang sebaliknya
Mempedulikanmu
Entah dari mana asalnya
Ketidakacuhanku atas perasaanmu kemarin
Saya seolah-olah mengalami adiksi yang sebaliknya
Mempedulikanmu
Kehidupan ini akan terus berjalan. Tuntutan hidup pun akan semakin kompleks seiring bertambahnya usia. Ini serasa dilatih untuk bertahan, menjalani hukum alam. Siapa yang kuat, dia yang bertahan. Sadarkah Anda? Waktu tidak menunggu kesedihan untuk berhenti. Namun, kita yang menghentikannya. Iya, kita sendiri.
Ini merupakan jalan terbaik dari Allah. Apa yang terjadi sekarang adalah hasil yang kita lakukan di masa lalu. Untuk ke depannya, kita yang menentukan, hendak ke arah positif atau ke arah negatif. Saya selalu bertanya, apakah tiap individu harus memiliki pengalaman hidup yang menyakitkan? Bagaimana cara mereka untuk bangkit? Yang kemudian terlihat nampak selalu tegar menjalani semua permasalahan hidup yang datang terus-menerus. Saya yakin, bahwa Allah tidak pernah salah. Peristiwa apapun yang kita alami, merupakan pelajaran hidup bagi kita yang mau belajar untuk kebaikan di masa depan.
Orang-orang di masa lalu adalah tetap seorang teman. Mereka juga adalah guru terbaik, pengalaman terbaik, dan pembelajaran terbaik.
Apapun yang terjadi kemarin adalah sesuatu hal yang tidak bisa kita beli untuk merasakannya. Walaupun terkadang hati tidak selalu mampu menyimpan segala beban yang ada. Namun, keyakinan terhadap Allah, kekuatan doa yang kita selalu panjatkan untukNya, dan kesungguhan diri untuk meningkatkan persolitas diri yang baik menjadi penyangga internal yang cukup ampuh untuk menopang jiwa dan raga agar selalu tetap bertahan.
Saya ingin ada waktu yang tersedia untuk berbicara dengan masa lalu. Ingin membicarakan banyak hal, memperbaiki yang masih dapat diperbaiki, meminta penjelasan secara benar, dan konsep masa depan dari sudut pandang individu yang menginginkan berjalannya silaturahim seperti biasa.
Saya cuma ingin melihat dan merasakan kehidupan masa lalu berbaikan dengan masa sekarang dengan penuh rasa persaudaraan yang tinggi. 🙂
Semangat selalu, kawan-kawan sayang.
Akan selalu ada kemudahan yang Allah berikan kepada kita setelah kesusahan yang kita alami sebelumnya.
Allah, thanks a lot for all that happen to me. :’)
I regard those all are as my important experiences for my life in the future. Yaps, to face all problems, I must do it calmly, full of wisdom, long-term thinking. Also, don’t forget to pray to Allah, so He can give the best way to get the right something for life.
Tear and pain are parts of the past and I have let it all go willingly. I believe that was not a misfortune, but a fortune. Do you know why? Because Allah has shown me the right decision to be better, (if I want to change my life better.) 🙂
Many times I try to move on. Try, try, try, and believe I can. There are many changes I get after that moment happened. Allah started to give me something unexpectedly.
This feeling problem doesn’t have a book, a dictionary, and a library. We can’t find the solution in those sources. But, when we try to share to people we believe, they can help us to show what we must do. Of course, for our goodness. Thank for my best friends that want to fulfill my life, that always make me smile, laugh and believe everything will run well. 🙂 I love you, guys.
I feel that the love of Allah for me is unlimited, I feel Allah hugs me so deep until I am speechless. I can say nothing for Him. His mercy is sooooo abundant. :’) Whereas, how am I? What have I done to Him? I’m not good yet as His servant. I need more improvement in my personality. Allah, forgive me for all my fault, my sins, please. 🙁
Now, I try to enjoy what I have been having now. My family, friends, my great teachers, my job and my responsibility.
One time, Allah will give the best one when I improve my personality better than yesterday. Just believing Allah for all His power.
Thanks for Your love, thanks for Your hug, thanks for Your mercy, Allah. At least, it can change my life more colorful. I will try to be a good girl.
Mario Teguh said that:
This beauty of life is your decision.
Your anger and sadness may not be longer than your happiness.
Welcome New Life, New Love.
Let’s Laugh and Smile.
Keep spirit!!!
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After graduation in English Education. Actually, there are many jobs that can be offered to us. Certain people have seen us when we’re still a student. They know our ability. So, don’t be surprised if they call you for doing a good job, like teaching. 🙂 For still being a student, you should increase your ability more, make your self having a good behavior, and Allah will open His good way for you to get the great future.
Okay. Talking about teaching, besides teaching in campus, I’m also as a teacher in one of courses, namely Roebel El-Farooq at Jalan Kelapa, near the police office. I was contacted by Miss Winda (My senior in campus, sstt, she is great in English 🙂). And seemingly, the head of that course is my senior in Elementary School in SDN 2 Nganganaumala, her name is Kaka Anggun. How surprised I am. I’ve known her. She is well-known because she is smart. 🙂
I was accepted as an English teacher on November 11th, 2013. I started to teach the students in Teens Corner Class C. I have about 13 students now. First, I felt little stiff because I didn’t know what I could teach them well or not.
But, day by day, I start to enjoy this activity. I like the students. Their laugh, smiles, and behaviors make me more understand how we should teach them as a teenager. They need more love. 🙂
In teaching, we need more patience to face them. We must understand their willing to play all the time, but we must be smart to manage the class, in order to they can learn English happily. 🙂
I’m always happy for giving them a smile. But, I give information to my students, you must have self confidence. You believe that you also can do the best such other students. You have a great potency. So, you must study hard. It will be easy when you try to study seriously. Okay?
🙂 Thanks my great students. I promise, Insya Allah I’ll give the best to teach you in English.
Seperti tak dapat mengejar lagi
Ingin dilihat pun, semuanya telah menjadi abstrak
Terabaikan
Keadaan ini pun layaknya tak mau tahu tentang yang terjadi
Terus berkutat menjalani tuntutan masa depan
Dengan mengabaikan apa yang terasa
Sepintas
Dan kau pun pergi
Seperti tak dapat mengejar lagi
Ingin dilihat pun, semuanya telah menjadi abstrak
Terabaikan
Keadaan ini pun layaknya tak mau tahu tentang yang terjadi
Terus berkutat menjalani tuntutan masa depan
Dengan mengabaikan apa yang terasa
Sepintas
Dan kau pun pergi