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Tuhan, Ini Tulisanku untuk Kau Baca

Setelah seharian beraktivitas, suasana malam hari menjadi salah satu waktu yang paling baik untuk mengistirahatkan raga dan menenangkan jiwa.

Menanti waktu yang akan membawa pagi untuk kemudian mengharuskan beraktivitas lagi demi sebuah kehidupan.

Seperti itu, berputar, berputar, dan terus berputar.

Proses hidup akan terus berlanjut hingga mencapai titik kedewasaan dalam memaknai hidup.

Apa yang kita cari dari hidup ini?

Apa yang harus dilakukan?

Sudah benarkah jalan hidup yang kita jalani sekarang?

Kita yang menentukan, Tuhan hanya menyediakan aturan-aturanNya agar umatNya berproses dengan baik.

Dan semoga kita semua bisa berupaya menjadi yang terbaik di mata Tuhan, sebagai yang menyembah kepadaNya, dan hanya untuk Dia sujud ini dilakukan.

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“Tuhan, Kau pasti tahu apa yang kami inginkan dalam hidup ini. Saya tahu, Engkau Maha Tahu segalanya. Engkau Maha Adil. Engkau tidak pernah salah atas hal apapun yang terjadi pada umatMu. Iya, karena memang, umatMu lah yang kurang memahami aturanMu. Untuk apa Al-Qur’an diciptakan kalau harus menyalahkanMu atas ketidakpuasan yang dijalani dalam hidup ini?

Tuhan, … harus bagaimana saya menerjemahkan perasaan dan keinginan ini kepadaMu?”

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My Heart and Toughness

Everything comes back again. I’m in my business and my daily activities. I try not to care with my hurted feeling. It’s so poignant to remember you again.

I can’t say anything. I just feel this. My heart.

The laugh that I show, the smile that I give, I think those are fake.

I have known, there is something wrong in my heart. Whose fault? Yup, my self. My mistake. I can’t blame anyone for this thing. I make it complicated.

Don’t you know how I am now? I’m tough…

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Posted in English, Life, Love

My Heart and Toughness

Everything comes back again. I’m in my business and my daily activities. I try not to care with my hurted feeling. It’s so poignant to remember you again.

I can’t say anything. I just feel this. My heart.

The laugh that I show, the smile that I give, I think those are fake.

I have known, there is something wrong in my heart. Whose fault? Yup, my self. My mistake. I can’t blame anyone for this thing. I make it complicated.

Don’t you know how I am now? I’m tough…

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I Must Be Like Them

One by one, my friends have finished their study (S1) and I must be like them. Firstly, I must say CONGRATULATION to them donk… Cie cieee, yang udah sarjana. Mangatse!!! Alhamdulillah. 🙂 Sukses ya, teman2 tersayang… Insya Allah I will be on October 2013 later. Aamiin.

After having the proposal examination on May 16, 2013.

Waiting the Call for the Proposal Examination
Waiting the Call for the Proposal Examination

In processing to get the title of degree, WOW. There are many things must be involved. Thought, Feeling, Body, Soul. Everything.

I am nothing without you all…

I wait this…

graduation
Graduation

Spirit spirit!!!

Mangatse!!!

After graduation, I wish I could go far away to continue the study, in order to make a new life, so I can’t see ‘you’. 🙂 Aamiin ya Allah.

Posted in English, Life

I Must Be Like Them

One by one, my friends have finished their study (S1) and I must be like them. Firstly, I must say CONGRATULATION to them donk… Cie cieee, yang udah sarjana. Mangatse!!! Alhamdulillah. 🙂 Sukses ya, teman2 tersayang… Insya Allah I will be on October 2013 later. Aamiin.

After having the proposal examination on May 16, 2013.

Waiting the Call for the Proposal Examination
Waiting the Call for the Proposal Examination

In processing to get the title of degree, WOW. There are many things must be involved. Thought, Feeling, Body, Soul. Everything.

I am nothing without you all…

I wait this…

graduation
Graduation

Spirit spirit!!!

Mangatse!!!

After graduation, I wish I could go far away to continue the study, in order to make a new life, so I can’t see ‘you’. 🙂 Aamiin ya Allah.